I still experience the feeling of loss and pain from Ansley's death though not nearly as frequently as in the beginning. I was able to sing in PRAISE to God on Sunday without tears rolling down my cheeks as I sang the words - "Blessed be the name of the Lord - On the road marked with suffering - Though there's pain in the offering - Blessed be the name of the Lord."
I was able to sing it with joy because she is finally in her HOME after living a life of being "homeward bound." It was a very strong turning point for me. I did not feel the heaviness and sorrow. I didn't feel the pain for her in my heart. I was truly FILLED WITH JOY AND PRAISE without the accompaniment of PAIN! Yippee and Yahoo!
Our God is so Great!
2 months ago
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